As I have been thinking about the fork in the road from my Week 12 post, and wanting to go one way but feeling stuck going the other way, it has occurred to me to Just Breathe.
There is no fork unless I put it there. I choose where I want to go and I am on my path to where I want to be. We Can't Not be on our path - our existence is our path. When I feel the internal struggle I need to just remember that's all it is - "internal" and if I just take a deep breath and know that I am right where I need to be and doing exactly what I'm supposed to be doing, then I am practicing the feeling of being at the right place at the right time. I will be building my mental muscle to be calm and have faith that everything is exactly as it should be. Then the Law of Attraction brings us more – if we struggle, we get more struggles; if we appreciate, then we get more to appreciate.
Our lives are how we make them, and with the practical tools we are learning with MKMMA, we are getting a better control of making our lives the way we want. I am getting good at seeing people's vibrational level – as in the law of attraction, what you think about you bring about. But now I am getting a better understanding of what we're thinking about and why - and mostly it because of those darn little peptides! Maybe I should say they make our lives - but really they just crave more of the same. They don't know if it’s good or bad, they just want MORE MORE MORE of it. Do we usually feel sad - peptides want more sad. Do we usually feel angry - peptides give us things to be mad about. How crazy is it to think that we'll go somewhere or do something to create a situation that will hold us in those feelings!
That is the internal struggle. So if I can just take a deep breath, and fill my sweet little peptides with love, then they'll crave love and lovely situations and loving people and create a life I love, doing what I love!